And so much has happened in just one month for me!
First, I got my first full-time job (albeit temporary) which now keeps me away from my baby 8.5hrs a day, 5 days a week. I don't have my own desk at the moment but that doesn't stop me from bringing a picture of my baby and pinning it up where I can see it all. the. time. *grin*
|I'm one of those clingy mothers who really can't concentrate at work without seeing my baby girl every other minute|
We had our mini office Christmas party yesterday, which was the first ever office party that I ever had (pathetic I know..*laughs*).
|All the food contributed by everyone|
I thank God for all my nice and friendly colleagues who did everything they could to make me feel so welcomed =)
Second, my baby girl has finally decided that she's a big girl now and no longer needs her mama's milk. When I lifted up my top to feed her, she took one look at it and shook her head and has been doing that for the past three days.
I know I just complained about my failure to transition her to formula so I should be happy to have my boobs back but I can't help but feel a little rejected and sad that my baby doesn't need me anymore! *sob*
I'm glad that she at least weaned me off slowly and not stop suddenly, which will probably make it worse for me.
Anyhow, it's Christmas and with all the celebrations that I'm having with all my family and friends, I have other more pressing things to worry about. Like how I'm going to lose the weight I gained from all the celebrations and the weight I still have left from my pregnancy.
All I want for Christmas is..
..a beautiful home..
..and a healthy skinny body! *laughs*